It's tempting - autistic people struggle with eye contact, psychotic people often feel watched. Autistic people don't always have a shared social attention, psychotic people see conspiracy where everything is connected.
This feels maybe reductive but also maybe really interesting.
Interesting. This 'diametric model' of the brain says that there is a cognitive faculty called 'mentalizing' which is just creating a mental model of some person and their internal state.
This theory says that sometimes people create really shallow, superficial models - or no model at all.
Other people create radically complex models, but they're filled with wrong details.
The theory says the first is called autism and the second is called psychosis.
So uh I think I might be bipolar type 2? which I didn't know was a thing? but could explain why I have been just losing my shit at random, catastrophizing everything in my head, failing to form coherent memories of stressful situations, etc. All of this is BP2, potentially.
And BP2 apparently can be treated really successfully.
MH (+) with product recommendtion
I have been taking one of these every morning and it has helped me emotionally, mentally and physically more than any other medication I’ve taken - including the lexapro, which left me suicidal for months when I stopped taking it.
Having an afternoon of just straight-up bawling to Soft Bulletin. I'd not given it a serious listen since my Troubles started, and now that I do I realize that it's so much richer than I even thought. It's about your world breaking but not having the courtesy to take you with it, and now you just have to fucking exist every damn day.
Is there anybody out there, please?
(It's so quiet in here, and I'm beginning to freeze...)
Hi I made earth a little weirder. Depressive neuroatypical weirdo.
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